feeling "blank"

should this site be just about sweet, wonderful things that happen to me?

should i constantly write only things that are uplifting, inspiring, philosophical or, at the very least, meaningful so the people who stumble onto my site walk away feeling all fuzzy and happy?

honestly, i'm feeling a bit blank and "zonked out" right now.. worst still, when i thought about some real, "emotional" issue just now, i found myself strangely un-moved and unaffected.. that's when i realised i've become somewhat "emotionally detached/dead".. i've become as "emotionally alive" as that terracotta pot of cactus that's sitting on your window sill .. the one that needs watering cos it's looking a wee bit parched..

oh well, guess maybe i'm physically fatigued as well.. let's see how things go.. don't really like to be so "unemotional".. feel more like a sack of rice than a walking, breathing human being..

and here's something really strange i just found online..
"Microsoft Announces Ads for BSOD (Blue Screen Of Death)".. pretty absurd how pervasive advertising is.. besides, i question how successful this form of advertising can be when people see it in the midst of being frustrated with a "hung" computer! :O

another shocking revelation: "10 percent of Windows machines crash every day, or any given machine will crash about three times a month ".. which makes it.. "70 million crashes every 24 hours"??? :O

damn those Windows machines!