i am human. i have limitations. and i get hungry, thirsty, sick, sad and tired, just like everyone else. i will break down if i operate non-stop, even more so than a machine. what humbling thoughts... what sense....and thinking aloud now, i'm wondering why i have to push myself to the limits of my human strength and endurance before i finally say enough is enough? just had dinner two hours ago.. can't imagine that.. midnight dinners.. just because i just couldn't stop working until 11 (even though i started at half 9 this morning..) i'm really becoming a workaholic and i can't say no to any piece of job that comes along as long as it is money-making for the company.. so stressed out about deadlines and stuff that i actually broke down just now :( it was pretty terrifying... i think that the hardest expectation to live up to is the expectation that you set upon yourself.. which is probably why people kill themselves for failing exams and being unemployed... i mean.. no one expects them to kill themselves,right??.... how do i get myself to stop working so hard....?

the hypnotic blobs of the l a v a l a m p offer boundless comfort... OoOoOooO

btw: check out alb's b&w photos online >> they're great! :)