there are days like this where my heart is so burdened with worries and uncertainties - about work, about family, about friends, about the future... about almost everything that a person can conceivably worry about... i find myself sighing almost unconsciously and my mind wandering off, interrupted only by yet more thoughts... i don't think i am depressed... just worried...

it is times like this that i realised why i am such an optimistic person by nature and why i sometimes have the weirdest things happening to me... maybe it is to help me to handle difficult and troubling situations when they actually happen ...