emotional boycott

much to my amazement, i've realised today that i'm feeling emotionally like a sack of rice because I've CHOSEN to feel like a sack of rice! it's a funny feeling..

while i was trodding along the pavements of Orchard Rd alone this evening, avoiding the crowds and trying to drown out the cacophony of traffic and human noise around me, with the music blasting into my ears from my CD player, a reflective thought suddenly floated across my mind and i realised that, for some time now, i've been subconsciously shielding myself from feeling emotionally close to anyone - ranging from strangers, to friends, to colleagues, and even to family.

in actual fact, i would much rather be alone than share a heart to heart chat with anyone, even close friends. it's like i don't really feel like "connecting" in the way i used to enjoy..

anyway, i've got these 5 new CDs that i can listen to now in my moment of solitude.. :) 2 that i bought today and a few more from my friend BadPupPiE (who "arfs" at me annoyedly after his name was left out in my earlier posting of this entry! SORRY!!...:p.. you know i am "emotionally blank" now what!!). i'm sure my "human-ness" will return after a while.. no need to hurry such things, i guess..

btw, i'm selling these non-Sigg aluminium sports bottles (600ml) for S$12 each to raise funds for my YEP project to Sikkim at the end of the year - please email me if you are interested in purchasing them. They look exactly like the real Sigg ones except that they are plain (red/silver/blue) and come with free pouch and cap.. real ones are a lot more expensive..

i'll try to deliver them free, if possible.

click here to take a look !